Time.. Time is everything..
It brings us together, it breaks up apart. Sometimes we wish it goes faster, sometimes we wish the moment would last forever. Every second that goes by is gone for ever, can we really live each one of it to the fullest? the further we are, in both time and distance, the more we feel the need to be together.
stood there for hours, contemplating the blue sky, the lake; silent and imperturbable, feeling the cold breeze over water and the hot rays from the sun, wish it could last for ever..
The feeling was perfect, no pain, no worries, no hunger, no anger, no stress, no mess, time stood still in perfect harmony.
I don’t usually have a problem talking about my constipation problems with my family but never writing it on the Internet. However, after so many years, I still google those words hoping to find a miracle solution. Who am I kidding, right ?? well I’ve learnt a lot of health tips from many different sites. Maybe a doctor might have told me all that!! Well I’ve seen a couple of doctors over the years, most of them told me the same things and prescribed different medications. I only saw a gastroenterologist late year after a 5 months appointment. The actual reason to seeing him however was because I had Gastritis earlier. So he’s actually sent me for a Gastroenterology test. Thankfully that came out negative.
I used to be so brave, I use to be so hopeful , I use to be so inspired. Where did it all go? I feel like I’m at the end of the road, but not there yet. I have more than I have ever expected though my goals might never be met. Did I change? did I lose track?
The dreaming has stopped, reality has taken over. I abused of my bones, I’ve been careless with my body now they are punishing me back.
I have so many resolutions to take, I have never learned to be consistent. I live 1 day at a time and my wants drive me in the mud.
I know. I have to do what’s right for me. I need to put myself on the right track. So Please, help me God.
Publishing from my phone test..
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>You never know when its gonna rain or shine.. this week we went to the swimming pool..
>The day we bought our bikes was a Sunday in June. That same day we discovered this great park that’s just 10 minutes cycling from where we live. Right there, all the doubts we had about buying the bicycles being a bad idea simply vanished in thin air..
>Rainy weekend!! our bicycles stayed home, so did we.. most of the time.
Although we don’t eat pork, we took the bus to the Civic center for the Ribfest (actually, we didn’t know much about it until we got at square one!!..) and had a nice saturday evening.
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